Rampage of Intention

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I AM CLEAR

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I AM COHERENT

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MY ENERGY IS SMOOTH AND GENTLE

YET MORE POWERFUL ALL THE TIME

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I AM ABLE TO WALK BETWEEN DIMENSIONS

BRINGING BENEVOLENT BEINGS OF ALL KINDS

BACK AND FORTH

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I AM THE RAINBOW BRIDGE

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I AM

LOVE

LIGHT

ADVENTURE

ABUNDANCE IN EVERY SENSE OF THE WORD

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I HAVE

PEACEFUL

LOVING

CONNECTIVE

FASCINATING

MOMENTS WITH SO MANY

AMAZING ASPECTS OF ALL THAT IS

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I BLISSFULLY NAVIGATE

THIS PRECIOUS TREASURE

MY

BODY

AVATAR

VEHICLE

VESSEL

PLEASURE EXPERIENCER

THROUGHOUT CREATION

WHEREVER I CHOOSE TO GO

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GREATER AND GREATER LEVELS OF

SYMBIOSIS

ALL THE TIME

AS MY VIBRATION CONTINUES TO RISE

AND I HARMONIZE FLUIDLY

WITH AN EVER BIGGER SWATH

OF ALL THAT IS

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I EMBODY AND PROJECT PARTS OF ME

WHICH ARE MOST APPROPRIATE

IN CO-CREATING THE HIGHEST OUTCOME

OF ANY SITUATION OR

ENVIRONMENT I FIND MYSELF IN

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EVERY MOMENT IS NEW

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WHAT MAY HAVE SEEMED IMPOSSIBLE

A MOMENT AGO CAN BE

PERFECTLY TIMED TO

HAPPEN

RIGHT

NOW

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Cementing Paradigm Shifts

Doing things a part of me feels unwilling to do can be catalytic in the changing of my vibration, if the part of me that feels uncomfortable is also the part vibrating at a no longer desired lower frequency.

Situations that, in the past, a shadowed aspect of myself would habitually take over, can be experienced differently when I pause and allow myself to center.  These new ways of responding are the cement for paradigm shifts I've been making.

God's Problem

It's like we always want someone to tell us the answer but... holy shit, I think I just figured out our problem, as God.  It's that there's no one to tell us the answer.  We are all there is.  We can keep experiencing and learning in this Gaia interface, or we can learn to tune in to other realities, but we can't run from ourSelf.  There is no one to be with and no one to tell us the answer unless we break ourSelf into 2.   Divide, grow back to size, unite.  Divide, grow back to original size separately, unite again.  And I bet it happens to the tune of Fibonacci or the Golden Mean.  Obviously.  Breathe in, breathe out, existence.

Maze Runner - Brain/Heart Coherence - Tuning My Frequency By Choice

It's as if I started running this maze in the pitch dark, and my whole life, the sky and my surroundings have been getting just a tiny bit lighter, at an almost imperceptible rate, but that rate has been steadily increasing, exponentially.

Over the last few years, it started getting obvious, and I was understanding more and waking up faster, and "triggersome" events were happening closer and closer together.  Over the last few months this rate has increased noticeably and over the past weeks too.  Which, to anyone paying attention, certainly feels like some kind of a countdown.

When I say "paying attention", I don't mean knowing what to look for as much as I mean knowing how to look.  Which brings me to the subject of coherence.

I've been noticing that there are all kinds of opportunities throughout the day for my particular way of looking at life- my "posture"- to cause me to lose the coherent connection between the energy fields of my heart and my brain.  Once I started paying attention to this, I noticed I could very quickly re-establish my coherence, just by breathing and centering myself, and that as long as I remained in a coherent state, I tended not to say or do anything that caused disharmony in me or my surroundings.  To the contrary, I tended to promote harmony effortlessly wherever I went, or in whatever thoughts I was having.

I also began noticing when others were and were not in coherence with themselves and realized what an ace in the sleeve it is to be aware of the difference and the path back.

The concept reminds me of what Hicks says about how you are like a cork that naturally bobs to the surface when you're not clinging to things beneath the surface.

Our natural state of being is harmonious and loving, but when we don't speak the language of the symbolism of how the outer world mirrors the sumtotal of what we are creating in our thoughts and emotions, all it looks like is a world of potential hazards, random occurrences, and luck, or lack thereof.

Interpreting life this way would make you think that being loving and harmonious is very risky, even if deep down it is what feels right.  Then you think that not only do you live in a chaotic and randomly dangerous world, but you have arrived ill-equipped to handle or prevent bad things from happening to you, and that because of this, you have to practice being tough, being mean, protecting yourself, avoiding danger, or possibly being aggressive and on the offense, to make yourself "less of a target".  

Actually, this interface of energy we live in does exactly what we designed it to do.  Lamenting circumstances or events just shows I'm seeing this whole shebang from a perspective that shows I'm still learning.  Once we speak the language of the symbolism of everything, it's learning instead of suffering.

In this energy interface we have the golden opportunity to get to know ourself as an individual, and to get to know ourself as God from a vastly different perspective than we would be able to from the God perspective.  All while at play.  If we choose.  

However, since we are free and we want to have a vast array of all the available experiences that being in this reality provides, we designed this interface whereby Source God can trickle down through the dimensions and be dissected more and more along the way.  Not only splitting like a cell, but separating characteristics along the way, all perfectly geometric.  As the dimensions get denser and denser we go from ethereal to forms (like our bodies), to cells and matter, broken apart and classified into different elements, each time having a more specific focus.

It seems to me that our focus is what determines where we come into being on this spectrum of All That Is.  We are tuned to the human spectrum, and what we do from there is a combination of programing and choice.  The thing is, as a species, we are only just coming to realize the choices are being made by us, all the time, and it can't be any other way because we are God.  The only way we can "lose" our power is by covering it and forgetting about it.  

Just like you could make a beautiful person think they were ugly if everyone told them so, it would not take very long, we are told what reality is like and we accept it as truth.  This is great for the learning, but once we realize that our experiences are all being designed for us by us.. well.. we want to design better experiences.  

Imagine tuning a radio and having one station fade out and the next fade in, slowly.  Imagine focusing a camera on something far away and then unfocusing and bringing the focus slowly to very near.  There are a lot of ways to imagine this concept of tuning in to reality, and the more I think about it the more ways I understand it, which means I'm getting better and better at knowing how to make a conscious choice about where I appear on the spectrum of All That Is.

Why did I come? I came to experience BLISS incarnate.

Last night I was talking to Sahara around 2100 and she said:
"Wouldn't it be cool to time travel?  You could jump back, forward, to the future, back, and change all kinds of things.  You could invent things before they were thought of, etc."
To which I replied (after some breaths):
"Yes, but imagine if everyone had that ability and everyone started jumping back and forth and changing all kinds of things constantly?"
"That would get crazy" or something similar from her.
"Yeah, but maybe that's what we- or some of us- do between lives.. you know, and maybe that's why we're alive right here and right now, on this part of the timeline, because we can jump into existence wherever we want, together, and that's why you and Lemo and I are here right now, because NOW is a very interesting time to live on planet Earth!"
"Maybe so.." she said, showing interest in her voice.
"And if that be the case, we should ask ourselves why this could be... and even though our memories get wiped when we come here, we can ask and get answers from our intuition.  That's how it gets through from the part of us that knows."
"Ask!  Ask!  Ask!"  Sahara then yelled quietly.

She GOT it.

Awesome.  I love her SO SO SO much. I'm so infinitely grateful to be able to call Sahara and Lemoni both my daughters in this life, and to be aware/conscious enough to realize -increasingly- what a gift this is, and set up every moment for success, and not only "no regrets", but bliss, peace, and LOVE connections.

"Beware the little foxes" Solomon said; but I say LOVE THE FOX.  The fox to "be" "aware" of is the fox within.

Kahlil Gibran — 'And God said “Love Your Enemy,” and I obeyed him and loved myself.'

All that seems outside of me is a reflection of what is within me.  

Everything is ALWAYS working out for me.  I've been saying that, along with "Peace, love and BLISS" for days now.  I am living it more and more, moment by moment.  We get what we ask for.  Why not ask for the best?

I've also been having weird physiological symptoms.  Not all pleasant (hence the "peace, love and bliss" mantra I've been repeating to myself over and over, whenever another wave of fear or nausea washes over me).

Remaining "shadows" have been coming to the surface, and I'm understanding in the moment how to clear them by letting go of beliefs.  

I've noticed myself releasing "contracts" of energy/dropping karma (whatever you want to call it- it's barely been verbalized.. more of just a knowing in the moment and an acquiescence on my part to let go.

I've seen it happening as I take different actions in a given situation that before I had a habitual and no longer helpful way of reacting.

A big one for me today was the clearing of something to do with other women hating on me.  It's no longer true for me.  And where I find myself right now (staying at the house of my current boyfriend's ex baby momma, while he is away, and getting along great with her and their daughter), is all significant and beautifully orchestrated.  

It always seems chicken and egg in these situations.. like it would have been this way whether I let go of any beliefs or not.. but I see so much from a higher perspective lately that I can see how it's not that.. it's that when you ask it is given.  Instantly.  And I you have to do to see that it is is become the vibrational equivalent of what was asked for.

Like I said to Sahara: "Our memories might get wiped, but there's a part of us that remembers and knows.  We can ask that Part, then pay attention for the answer, which will be given to us however our Body and Soul together with the perfectly synchronistic flow of All That Is so choose to give it." (paraphrased!)

This is such an exciting and much deeper understanding than I have had in awhile, and it's all because when I flopped into bed last night after hanging up the phone I chose to write in my journal instead of my usual chill and movie routine.  And why did I chose that?  Because just as I was thinking about what movie to watch, I was putting away a shirt I had taken off earlier, and the sleeve got ridiculously tangled in itself, and I noticed.

In noticing this, instead of cursing the shirt or my sweet self for having taken it off like a 21 year old bachelor, I stayed out of judgement and simply asked in my heart:

"What does this mean?"

Immediately the answer came that it was communication demonstrating that I was tangled in the habit of entertainment and it was deafening me to my inner voice, which was presenting answers to big questions I'd been asking.  So I decided to listen to the sign, and I ended up FAR more entertained.

When I realized this, I wrote:

Never think a "good" decision doesn't have its "rewards".

All the while without judging anything as "good" or "bad",

And all without boxing oneself in with 

traditional ideas of what constitutes a "reward".

Then some song lyrics:

LIFE ON THE SLACKLINE

WHILE TRIPPING ON MUSHROOMS

FLEXED AND RELAXED

FOCUSED AND FLOWING

HOT AND COLD

OSCILLATING CLOSER AND CLOSER TO THE

GOLDEN MEAN

HIGHER AND FASTER

VIBRATING BETTER

THE "BUTTERFLY" SHAKES OFF THE "COCOON"

GAIA DOES TOO!

This pretty much sums up how I've been feeling/what's happening to me lately.

So to focus on the undesirable symptoms would be like getting to ride on the Concorde and then centering one's experience around the fact that one felt a little scared and airsick for a moment.

I can FEEL that my body is adjusting massively to upgrades and preparations.  My daughters too.  Our spirit knows.  Our inner being just knows.  Has the higher perspective and shares it with us concerning all things, at all times.  It's up to us to listen.  Stop, Drop beliefs, and Roll with the flow. Love wins.  Feel something you don't like?  Focus on the opposite feeling.  Cultivate it.  

Thank you, Lemoni and Sahara for joining me on this timeline.  We are going to have such rich lives here on Earth.  It's what we came for: the super perspective that growing up in 3D and then jumping into 5D in the same incarnation provides.

The appreciation afforded by suffering daily in 3D polarities for years, then moving into a 5D existence is quite literally a Bliss Generator.

As I wrote these things (I'm mostly copying from my journal entry last night), I realized that by staying in the flow, I'd instantly received a knowing to the question we asked on the phone.  WE CAME FOR BLISS.

I always knew there was something significant about the way I ate the crust first to save the yummiest bites for last on my toast, why addictions exist in the first place..

Innately, I know that to experience "Bliss Incarnate" is one of the real reasons I came here.  But now I consciously know that asking for it and thinking about how to vibrate with it is valid (understatement) and perfectly reasonable, recommended, and maybe even the best thing any of us could do with our time.

I thought about the difference between a flat map, and a round globe and saw how my perspective can be either way concerning the subject of "temptation" and "beckoning".  When I am "tempted" I'm seeing the "map" version of the subject.  But when I am "beckoned", it's the globe perspective.  

After all, don't things "tempt" us because we think we will be happier (closer to bliss) in the doing or having of them?  

So when I saw it from the broader perspective, I realized that it's the "You're getting hotter!  You're getting colder! game, and when I feel something tempting me, I'm colder, and my inner self is beckoning me in the direction of bliss.

So I choose to see temptation as beckoning from now on, and to figure out what is the healthy version of what I'm craving- be it physical, emotional, mental, etc.

Thank You, All That Is, for being cooperative in this Blissful Earth Experience!

Bliss = Appreciation of All Creation

This is happening.
Shasta.
My move to California, and into a very different phase of life.
I woke up with such a light feeling today compared to what I've been wading through lately.
A "for-sureness" that nothing ahead of me is more than I can handle and ENJOY, because I'm learning to embody my true self more and more everyday.
And my higher self did not come here to suffer or wander lost.
I'm becoming exponentially better at being the Avatar of my authentic true self.  The part of Me that knows so much more than I can begin to imagine- about the nature of reality, quantum physics, and even what the neighbors next door are discussing- and in knowing this, dwells continuously in a state of blissful appreciation for this amazingly designed creation we are the players in.. that's the part I'm getting in touch with by PAYING ATTENTION TO MY EMOTIONS.

Once I knew my true self was ALWAYS in appreciation of all that is, then I started to pay close attention in moments when I was not feeling that appreciation.  I would withdraw myself and be quiet and ask inwardly why my perceptions were so skewed that I could be in discord with my true self.

This is really incredible, because EVERYONE, from the highest to the lowest IQ, still knows feeling good from feeling bad.

Once I knew that to get back into alignment with who I really am, I need to cultivate appreciation/love/compassion for myself and others, it blew my whole Earth Game wide open.  Mario woke up and I am no longer like that part at the beginning of the game where it just plays by default.  I am listening to input now and beginning a whole new experience here on Earth.

I'm now convinced that the fast track to the bliss we're all meant to find is inextricably linked to our ability to appreciate ALL THAT IS.

"All this beauty swirls around just above our heads, in a "foolish" dimension.  Foolish, certainly!  Extremely, exaggeratedly foolish, just as a skinnyman can look exaggeratedly fat in a funhouse mirror.

May the wise be confounded no more by smoke and mirrors!

  [insert artwork of adults gathered around mirror primping themselves (portrayed as lights in a dismal           reality), while in the reflection they pay attention to, everything looks beautiful, but you can see a mushroom   cloud in the distance out the opulent window, where there's a big fat, blood-filled mosquito perched on the frame, licking its lips and eyeing the child, who is peering behind the mirror at some game controllers who appear to be enjoying the obliviousness of the adults and in all their exactitude of control of the general public, have failed to notice the child who now understands what's really going on. ]

Shine, as the beacons of love and light that you are, there is nothing to fear, and the less you give to fear, the more fun you have!  Love isn't a substance to be miserly with, it is THE energy.  The one that completes the circle.  And we are this love.  

We set out from ourself, run around like the prodigal son, and when we come back, we bring all the richness of this journey back into the circle.  And the whole circle receives a sudden confluence of purpose, color, sound, light, unique to it, that manifests when it knows itself, thereby closing the circuit.

[insert image of magnetic concentric circular colors artwork]

The mirrors are wearing thin.  Reality is showing through in the cracks more and more every day, all over this beautiful mother Earth, Who awakens and remembers and goes through all of this with us, loving us all the way."