Why did I come? I came to experience BLISS incarnate.

Last night I was talking to Sahara around 2100 and she said:
"Wouldn't it be cool to time travel?  You could jump back, forward, to the future, back, and change all kinds of things.  You could invent things before they were thought of, etc."
To which I replied (after some breaths):
"Yes, but imagine if everyone had that ability and everyone started jumping back and forth and changing all kinds of things constantly?"
"That would get crazy" or something similar from her.
"Yeah, but maybe that's what we- or some of us- do between lives.. you know, and maybe that's why we're alive right here and right now, on this part of the timeline, because we can jump into existence wherever we want, together, and that's why you and Lemo and I are here right now, because NOW is a very interesting time to live on planet Earth!"
"Maybe so.." she said, showing interest in her voice.
"And if that be the case, we should ask ourselves why this could be... and even though our memories get wiped when we come here, we can ask and get answers from our intuition.  That's how it gets through from the part of us that knows."
"Ask!  Ask!  Ask!"  Sahara then yelled quietly.

She GOT it.

Awesome.  I love her SO SO SO much. I'm so infinitely grateful to be able to call Sahara and Lemoni both my daughters in this life, and to be aware/conscious enough to realize -increasingly- what a gift this is, and set up every moment for success, and not only "no regrets", but bliss, peace, and LOVE connections.

"Beware the little foxes" Solomon said; but I say LOVE THE FOX.  The fox to "be" "aware" of is the fox within.

Kahlil Gibran — 'And God said “Love Your Enemy,” and I obeyed him and loved myself.'

All that seems outside of me is a reflection of what is within me.  

Everything is ALWAYS working out for me.  I've been saying that, along with "Peace, love and BLISS" for days now.  I am living it more and more, moment by moment.  We get what we ask for.  Why not ask for the best?

I've also been having weird physiological symptoms.  Not all pleasant (hence the "peace, love and bliss" mantra I've been repeating to myself over and over, whenever another wave of fear or nausea washes over me).

Remaining "shadows" have been coming to the surface, and I'm understanding in the moment how to clear them by letting go of beliefs.  

I've noticed myself releasing "contracts" of energy/dropping karma (whatever you want to call it- it's barely been verbalized.. more of just a knowing in the moment and an acquiescence on my part to let go.

I've seen it happening as I take different actions in a given situation that before I had a habitual and no longer helpful way of reacting.

A big one for me today was the clearing of something to do with other women hating on me.  It's no longer true for me.  And where I find myself right now (staying at the house of my current boyfriend's ex baby momma, while he is away, and getting along great with her and their daughter), is all significant and beautifully orchestrated.  

It always seems chicken and egg in these situations.. like it would have been this way whether I let go of any beliefs or not.. but I see so much from a higher perspective lately that I can see how it's not that.. it's that when you ask it is given.  Instantly.  And I you have to do to see that it is is become the vibrational equivalent of what was asked for.

Like I said to Sahara: "Our memories might get wiped, but there's a part of us that remembers and knows.  We can ask that Part, then pay attention for the answer, which will be given to us however our Body and Soul together with the perfectly synchronistic flow of All That Is so choose to give it." (paraphrased!)

This is such an exciting and much deeper understanding than I have had in awhile, and it's all because when I flopped into bed last night after hanging up the phone I chose to write in my journal instead of my usual chill and movie routine.  And why did I chose that?  Because just as I was thinking about what movie to watch, I was putting away a shirt I had taken off earlier, and the sleeve got ridiculously tangled in itself, and I noticed.

In noticing this, instead of cursing the shirt or my sweet self for having taken it off like a 21 year old bachelor, I stayed out of judgement and simply asked in my heart:

"What does this mean?"

Immediately the answer came that it was communication demonstrating that I was tangled in the habit of entertainment and it was deafening me to my inner voice, which was presenting answers to big questions I'd been asking.  So I decided to listen to the sign, and I ended up FAR more entertained.

When I realized this, I wrote:

Never think a "good" decision doesn't have its "rewards".

All the while without judging anything as "good" or "bad",

And all without boxing oneself in with 

traditional ideas of what constitutes a "reward".

Then some song lyrics:

LIFE ON THE SLACKLINE

WHILE TRIPPING ON MUSHROOMS

FLEXED AND RELAXED

FOCUSED AND FLOWING

HOT AND COLD

OSCILLATING CLOSER AND CLOSER TO THE

GOLDEN MEAN

HIGHER AND FASTER

VIBRATING BETTER

THE "BUTTERFLY" SHAKES OFF THE "COCOON"

GAIA DOES TOO!

This pretty much sums up how I've been feeling/what's happening to me lately.

So to focus on the undesirable symptoms would be like getting to ride on the Concorde and then centering one's experience around the fact that one felt a little scared and airsick for a moment.

I can FEEL that my body is adjusting massively to upgrades and preparations.  My daughters too.  Our spirit knows.  Our inner being just knows.  Has the higher perspective and shares it with us concerning all things, at all times.  It's up to us to listen.  Stop, Drop beliefs, and Roll with the flow. Love wins.  Feel something you don't like?  Focus on the opposite feeling.  Cultivate it.  

Thank you, Lemoni and Sahara for joining me on this timeline.  We are going to have such rich lives here on Earth.  It's what we came for: the super perspective that growing up in 3D and then jumping into 5D in the same incarnation provides.

The appreciation afforded by suffering daily in 3D polarities for years, then moving into a 5D existence is quite literally a Bliss Generator.

As I wrote these things (I'm mostly copying from my journal entry last night), I realized that by staying in the flow, I'd instantly received a knowing to the question we asked on the phone.  WE CAME FOR BLISS.

I always knew there was something significant about the way I ate the crust first to save the yummiest bites for last on my toast, why addictions exist in the first place..

Innately, I know that to experience "Bliss Incarnate" is one of the real reasons I came here.  But now I consciously know that asking for it and thinking about how to vibrate with it is valid (understatement) and perfectly reasonable, recommended, and maybe even the best thing any of us could do with our time.

I thought about the difference between a flat map, and a round globe and saw how my perspective can be either way concerning the subject of "temptation" and "beckoning".  When I am "tempted" I'm seeing the "map" version of the subject.  But when I am "beckoned", it's the globe perspective.  

After all, don't things "tempt" us because we think we will be happier (closer to bliss) in the doing or having of them?  

So when I saw it from the broader perspective, I realized that it's the "You're getting hotter!  You're getting colder! game, and when I feel something tempting me, I'm colder, and my inner self is beckoning me in the direction of bliss.

So I choose to see temptation as beckoning from now on, and to figure out what is the healthy version of what I'm craving- be it physical, emotional, mental, etc.

Thank You, All That Is, for being cooperative in this Blissful Earth Experience!

Bliss = Appreciation of All Creation

This is happening.
Shasta.
My move to California, and into a very different phase of life.
I woke up with such a light feeling today compared to what I've been wading through lately.
A "for-sureness" that nothing ahead of me is more than I can handle and ENJOY, because I'm learning to embody my true self more and more everyday.
And my higher self did not come here to suffer or wander lost.
I'm becoming exponentially better at being the Avatar of my authentic true self.  The part of Me that knows so much more than I can begin to imagine- about the nature of reality, quantum physics, and even what the neighbors next door are discussing- and in knowing this, dwells continuously in a state of blissful appreciation for this amazingly designed creation we are the players in.. that's the part I'm getting in touch with by PAYING ATTENTION TO MY EMOTIONS.

Once I knew my true self was ALWAYS in appreciation of all that is, then I started to pay close attention in moments when I was not feeling that appreciation.  I would withdraw myself and be quiet and ask inwardly why my perceptions were so skewed that I could be in discord with my true self.

This is really incredible, because EVERYONE, from the highest to the lowest IQ, still knows feeling good from feeling bad.

Once I knew that to get back into alignment with who I really am, I need to cultivate appreciation/love/compassion for myself and others, it blew my whole Earth Game wide open.  Mario woke up and I am no longer like that part at the beginning of the game where it just plays by default.  I am listening to input now and beginning a whole new experience here on Earth.

I'm now convinced that the fast track to the bliss we're all meant to find is inextricably linked to our ability to appreciate ALL THAT IS.

"All this beauty swirls around just above our heads, in a "foolish" dimension.  Foolish, certainly!  Extremely, exaggeratedly foolish, just as a skinnyman can look exaggeratedly fat in a funhouse mirror.

May the wise be confounded no more by smoke and mirrors!

  [insert artwork of adults gathered around mirror primping themselves (portrayed as lights in a dismal           reality), while in the reflection they pay attention to, everything looks beautiful, but you can see a mushroom   cloud in the distance out the opulent window, where there's a big fat, blood-filled mosquito perched on the frame, licking its lips and eyeing the child, who is peering behind the mirror at some game controllers who appear to be enjoying the obliviousness of the adults and in all their exactitude of control of the general public, have failed to notice the child who now understands what's really going on. ]

Shine, as the beacons of love and light that you are, there is nothing to fear, and the less you give to fear, the more fun you have!  Love isn't a substance to be miserly with, it is THE energy.  The one that completes the circle.  And we are this love.  

We set out from ourself, run around like the prodigal son, and when we come back, we bring all the richness of this journey back into the circle.  And the whole circle receives a sudden confluence of purpose, color, sound, light, unique to it, that manifests when it knows itself, thereby closing the circuit.

[insert image of magnetic concentric circular colors artwork]

The mirrors are wearing thin.  Reality is showing through in the cracks more and more every day, all over this beautiful mother Earth, Who awakens and remembers and goes through all of this with us, loving us all the way."

Going Forward, Compassion=Success More and More

Going forward, anyone who wants to be successful in this world needs to look long and hard at compassion and realize IT is the "magic" element that means the difference between smooth, joyful, certain success, and tumultuous, chaotic uncertainty.

"Ah, but it's so hard to have compassion when people are  {fill in the blank} !"

That sentiment, spoken by a being of love, is in direct contradiction with one's own nature.  The easiest possible thing to be is that which you are.  Love.  Of which compassion is a part.

Be not deceived.  Lack of self love in today's environment can and will leave a person exposed to all kinds of harmful energy.

How?

An ongoing, meticulous evaluation of one's feelings in any given moment and realizing that the first twinge of ANY uncomfortable emotion should be acted upon as the sounding of and response to an inner alarm.

A gloriously well-functioning "brain-tennae" will pick up on negative energy and you will know it when your happy-go-lucky thought stream is interrupted by unexpected negative thoughts.

Since historically, we've been ignorant of our brain-tennae, by default we all tend to "tune-in" to whatever the dominant energy around us happens to be.  A room with a negative atmosphere will cause negative thoughts to occur, which are then unjustly blamed for the associated negative feelings.

Here's the hang-up, and the aspect of this conundrum that makes it so hard to diagnose:
- since the negative thoughts which occur are most often rooted in personal, unresolved hurts, or the life symptoms which stem from those,
- and since bad energy gets mixed in the brain and interpreted so personally, one feels out of control,
A person can then willingly, yet unknowingly "surrender to the dark side", as it were.

Once these "emotional physics", shall we call them, are properly understood, the next time a faulty thought comes up, it's like an anti-virus alert.

Instead of focusing on the negative personal thoughts (as enticing and important as they may seem), a pause with deeper breathing and the intention to "go higher" in vibration can open your eyes to an aspect of the environment that needs love.

In the game PacMan, the ghosts are normally detrimental to run into.  When you're in super mode, however, they run from you, and if you catch them you get extra lives.

Negative energies swirling around are much like the ghosts in PacMan.  They'll mess people up all day long, until they see one glowing with love.  Then they either scatter or get transformed.  It's physics and love is the golden key.

It wouldn't surprise me if water allowed Jesus to walk on it just because they were conscious of their love for each other.  Love energy is the name of the game, and Earth is the princess we're saving.

And we're saving her together, one awakening ghost-eater at a time.

"Be of good cheer, for greater things than these you shall do also."

Brain-tennae

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